Real? Or not real?

that's how we get alzheimer
too many things
seems real
at the beginning
not real
at the end

too confused
too disappointed
too many times

so we choose to forget

alzheimer
just another word
called
hide-out.

this year is 2012...

so, so, so...

well, well, well...

really it is a year of speechlessness
helplessness
hopelessness?

it is a year to many people
to look forward to
ending the struggle
with life

and juz want to decide
what underwear to wear,
when die.

NOT AGAIN!!!

even if you are not counting
the calendar will remind you

even if you are not recalling
the tv will remind you

even if you are not intrested
the firework will excite you

even if you no longer can go on
the breathing will carry you

again again and again...

停止努力

如果有一天我突然间发现
我竟然已经停止想念你
我想
我会觉得有点惊讶

只有不经意的努力
才会遗忘
才会戒掉

逃

文字的国度里
无垠的边疆
白纸和黑字
允许
灰色的逃亡

四方的银幕
最大的声量
陌生的故事
睁着眼睛沉溺
却可以
腾出几小时
喘息的时间

真空塑胶袋里
藏着味精的味道，
伪装的
鸡、虾、鱼
刚好
吻合了
求存的
牵强

（酒精
应该是最快速
的出口处）

寒

最近
在最炎热的季节里
有人的泪
凝固

最近
在赤道的土地上
人们的心
寒

513 的雨

这一场雨
好像憋了很久的委屈
在大家熙熙攘攘
纷纷扰扰的当儿
哇的一声

倾盆而下

下得如此淋漓尽致
下得如此义无反顾

下得如此
应时

下了四十年的不白的冤屈
下了昨天重演的不平

下了
终于